Thursday, July 06, 2006

Steps Six and Seven


The several objects of Steps six and seven are:

  1. To become honest and humble. To willingly seek God's help without resevation.
  2. To perfect ourselves in the practice of unselfish prayer.
  3. To be aware of our defective character traits.
  4. To desire their removal.
  5. To surrender completely all defects of character.
  6. To believe God can remove them.
  7. To ask Him to take them all away.

The results we expect from pursuit of these objects are:

  1. A reconciliation to God's way of doing business. We become "fed up" with our way and with further practice of trying to run the show ourselves.
  2. A willingness to work out a plan for suppression f self-centeredness through faith and a consious contact with God.
  3. To experience disastisfaction as a result of our alcoholic practices and to seek a spiritual inspiration that will bring us an inner sense of pece and security.
  4. Increased faith, clean hearts and minds, ability to offer unselfish prayer.
  5. A spiritual courage that is fearless in its outlook on life; a desire to make restittion to those our drinking has harmed.
  6. A desire to quit bluffing and honestly give God a chance to remove from our lives all that stands in the way of our usefulness to Him and t others. True humility.
  7. Elimination of our defective character traits, acquistion of peace of mind, and sobriety.

Taken from The Little Red Book For Women

Now is a good time for me to concentrate on giving the old habits to God and concentrating on new ones. I herniated my disc again this afternoon. The pain is intense. My head of course is sceaming at me...morphine, fentonal, vicadine, lortab...all ot it. I had that brief moment when the Doctor asked which one I wanted....but in the end honesty won out....I said all of it, but Doc the problem is I'm a drug addict and can't have any of it. I am full of fear as this is the very way I relapsed just over a year ago.. I have 20more days to go and I can say I have made it a year clean and sober. I must rely on God and new habits to get through this. Pain killers are not an option for me....they are poison for me....so I must quite the voices and learn new ways of getting through this. One good thing in all this is I'l get a few days off from work and can catch up on some reading and some much needed sleep.

3 comments:

Scott M. Frey said...

hang in there girl... I will pray for God's peaceful Will for you and your painful recovery.... great share, great honesty!

peace to you!

Mama Dukes said...

rooting for you! praying too--

Anna said...

Steps six and Seven can be so hard for me still. Good post.