Thursday, January 12, 2006

To Live




To Live

Terrors overwhelm, Threaten.
Darkness falls.
What is truth? But I cannot lie, It calls ­ to die.
The whispered words are sweet. T
hey play over and over in my mind.
"No more pain, just peace."
I am worth nothing.
I mean nothing.
I hate myself for being so sick, So fearful.
I feel half dead.
I died and went to hell.
I wish I were dead.
I pray for that every day.
Why won't God say yes When I am just garbage?
I'm smothered, Can't breath.
Maybe I will die like this-- Slowly, unable to take a breath.
Why am I so bad?
I am just a gentle spirit.
I never wanted to hurt, or be hurt.
What did I do to make the world hurt me so bad?
I ask, but hear only silence back.

By Victoria S.

My mind has gone to this place of darkness. It has been a struggle to find the light and to live.

3 comments:

Trudging said...

Thanks for stopping by my Blog, Rex!

Anna said...

I know it's a struggle somedays. Your a daughter of God hun and that makes you a Goddess! Darkness can not reside in the Light nor can a lie reside in the Truth. Borrow my Light until you can find yours today. I love you (((Rexie)))

Anna said...

p.s. love the pic